Do you believe in the concept of a soulmate? Do you think you've met him or her? Do you ever worry that "the one" got away?
You know what? I do. I like to let on that i don't, because then i won't let myself get my hopes up that he'll come along one day, but i do. I'm into all that fairytale disney rubbish, haha!
I think there's been 2 that i've messed up, unintentionally. Actually, scrap that, there's only one. The other one, someone i used to call a friend messed it up for me. When i see him with his girlfriend now, i realise it's how he used to act with me, and it kind of hurts y'know, to know that i treated him like shit because i was told he was taking the piss and would never want a relationship with someone as young as me. Alright, there's like 3 years between us, but yeah, we're totally cool now. I just feel bad that i treated him like that..
I know for a fact that someone that i thought was the one got away. I ruined that one for myself, i just didnt act in the right way at the right possible times.
As for if i've actually met him? I don't think so. I sometimes think i have. But no, i'm only 19. I've still a long way to come yet i think. I think i still have to have my fun, and meet the idiots before i meet the oneee :)
Haha, told you i was into the disney stuff ;)